As you drift off to sleep, the brilliant thought comes only to be lost in the ensuing darkness. I am not falling asleep, but the last month or so I feel that I have been walking by moonlight. Life has been both beautiful and terrifying. So much stirs with me, but it seems to all slip away. Truths and dreams drift in and out only to dissipate. I have so much to say, but having not said it, I don't know if I ever will. All I want is to be known, but I do not want to be known because I want to be known.
I do not know what I am saying, yet I know exactly what it is I mean. So it has been in my mind of late.